What I’m Up To: Pause and Fast Forward

I am stuck in this weird push and pull between the desire to hit the pause button on life and the desire to move in fast forward. I can’t do either, so it’s silly to be stuck wanting both, but here I am.

I want to Pause and get everything done. I want to pause and find focus, objectivity, zen.

I want to fast forward to having more concrete things to do. I want to fast forward to responses, release dates, what comes next. I want more and I want to get there.

Alas, I can only stay in the present. Maybe there’s some zen in there somewhere.

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